As I began to journal again, I immediately wanted to hide some of the posts of last year and began to read them.
I couldn't delete any of them, because I do not carry shame for what I wrote.
I am who I am and I know deep within the depths of who I am, God loves me and I am okay.
The gifts creator has given me are not evil.
They do not bring in evil or open me up to evil.
They are tools that assist me and many others on this journey called life.
I am so grateful for this past year, for the pain and the grief.
I know I am on the other side of the pain I shared a year ago.
I also know that in a moment I could be back in it.
I am okay, I will be okay.
A year ago I didn't believe I would ever teach again.
I didn't believe I would ever write again.
I didn't believe if my daughter took her life I would ever recover.
I know now that if she does take her life, I will fall flat on my face, I will grieve and need some time to move through all that comes up.
I know now I will also stand again.
Shadow work is so powerful for me, bringing into me a healing that has so much power to change who I am, to strengthen the very core of who I am.
It is my desire to share my version of shadow work with the world, it is my understanding when people are ready for it they will find it.
May you all find it, embrace it and set yourself free.
IN GRACE,
LOVE AND LIGHT,
I SEND ALL
THE GRACE
THAT I HAVE
TO YOU,
WITH OUT WORRY
AS I TRUST
WHAT I HAVE
WILL NEVER
RUN DRY
AS LONG AS
I REMAIN CONNECTED
TO SOURCE.
Mj
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