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Mj LeBlanc
Oct 25, 20180 min read


Dec 3 2015 - This too shall pass!
Caroline Myss states "I guarantee that the weather will change, I just can't gaurantee when!"

Mj LeBlanc
Oct 25, 20181 min read


Dec 1 2015 - My Hearts not in it!
Engaging the heart when the pain built a wall so huge, so thick... I can't seem to find a link, a way in.... My heart is in lock down and...

Mj LeBlanc
Oct 25, 20181 min read


Nov 21 2015 - 4:14 pm - Energy Matters
I posted this on an Empowering Empath group page because of how much information is coming forward regarding others energy. Yet little is...

Mj LeBlanc
Oct 25, 20181 min read


Nov 21 2015- 2:11 pm - Entering the second year with a bang!
I have read that the second year can be worse for ones who have lost a child. Hearing it, over and over again, wondering what could ever...

Mj LeBlanc
Oct 25, 20181 min read
Nov 20 2015 - Words
I'm at this place where I must choose to stay or shift through the passage. Now to find out how!

Mj LeBlanc
Oct 25, 20181 min read
Nov 20 2015 - Choose
The daily struggle to choose life shows up in more ways than one is fully aware of. The way we eat, the way we avoid, the way we follow...

Mj LeBlanc
Oct 25, 20181 min read


Nov 17 2015 - Movement
It's so very hard to see progress in grief. Progress doesn't look like what many would claim, because it doesn't contain mountains...

Mj LeBlanc
Oct 25, 20181 min read


Nov 15 2015 Anger
I am angry that I have to go through this! Angry that my children have to go through it! That Todd has to! That laura has to! When is...

Mj LeBlanc
Oct 25, 20181 min read


Nov 15 2015 - My Grief
Grief blocks all feelings except darkness, is darkness a feeling? It is one to me. I am living but not alive. I don't smell the flowers,...

Mj LeBlanc
Oct 25, 20181 min read


Nov 15 2015 - Why have I been called to such a hard life?
This question has stalked me my entire adult life. Knowing I will never get an answer to this. I continued to ask the question over and...

Mj LeBlanc
Oct 25, 20182 min read


Nov 14 2015 - I was born into a grief stricken family.
My parents had buried daughters 2 years prior to my birth, there were no resources for them, no counseling, no honoring of their...

Mj LeBlanc
Oct 25, 20186 min read


Nov 13 2015 - I entered HELL a year ago today...
6:13 am Nov 13, 2014, my phone rang. I knew the voice, it was the voice of someone who didn't like my daughter. It held no compassion, no...

Mj LeBlanc
Oct 25, 20182 min read


April 5 2015 - Silence
I am haunted in the quietest moments. Anxiety runs rampant through the fields of my mind. I need noise to mask the roaring echoes of the...

Mj LeBlanc
Oct 25, 20181 min read


Mar 31 2015 - Gifts in my nightmare.
Consumed with the loss of Vickie. Having moments of awareness of the gifts that danced all around me, the loss is all I feel. I can not...

Mj LeBlanc
Oct 25, 20184 min read


Dec 21 2014 - My Dolly
Vickie was a Woman, a Lover, a Mother, a Daughter, a Sister, a Niece, a Cousin, a Granddaughter, and a Friend. But to me Vickie will...

Mj LeBlanc
Oct 25, 20182 min read


Posted Nov 28 2014 - writen - Aug 24 2014 - looking back
Self Trust is directly related to Self Abandonment. Real self abandonment begins when you try to feel different than how you actually...

Mj LeBlanc
Oct 25, 20184 min read


NOV 28 2014 - Grief
from: Jan 26 2013 - ANITCIPATORY GRIEF How does one release the horror of watching a child throw their life away? How does one rise out...

Mj LeBlanc
Oct 25, 20183 min read


Nov 28 - 2014 - That Day
She had been uneasy, trying to tell me something. Waking me up every 5 minutes, telling me I had to get up, I had to be prepared. That...

Mj LeBlanc
Oct 25, 20181 min read


Nov 28 2014 - I did fall flat on my face!
Reading an old blog from; Monday, 14 April 2014 "Reading past entries" I did fall flat on my face! She didn't take her life! She did pass...

Mj LeBlanc
Oct 25, 20181 min read
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